Tuesday, 14 September 2010
Poems
Writings
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
block
but i can't think of anything to write
and despite some ideas that might
or might not see the light
all i can think about is writing a list of stuff i need to do tommorrow...
Thursday, 22 April 2010
LINKS to Films for REVIEW
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMY3pIxLfuw
selfish memory;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvyzpjDWMps
a clown, a man, a rant;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQTFiqzAq00
liverpool to leeds;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxCE49NjFaQ
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Liverpool to Leeds
Monday, 19 April 2010
Collaboration
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
gay down syndrome porn addicts
The old man also talked about how he visited east germany before the wall came down and how he met underground artists who were illegally making art. Anyway this encounter has made soul cafe (bold st, liverpool) one of my favorite places to go.
Collaboration updates
I have work experience lined up at the Bluecoat gallery Liverpool starting with a familiarisation session in the coming week.
by law...
By law you have the right to gather as a group in public for peaceful demonstration or general assembly.
By law you must inform authorities first.
By law you can be arrested and prosecuted for not doing so
By principle you have the right to do as you wish. Fuck the law.
something I wrote last year that I just found....
As innocent children and women were being killed and men were fighting over oil and angry men were plotting to tear apart peace. As women were being trafficked from brothel to brothel and other women were raped or assaulted and as thin junkies were lying on the floors of smack dens spreading their poetry. As bullets flew across ganglands and as animals were brutally killed for their skins I sat at my PC in the warm dry library unable to bring myself to do anything about it. Love thy neighbour.
Tuesday, 13 April 2010
volunteer work
Thanks for your recent application to volunteer at the Bluecoat!
On Thursday April 29th at 2pm I am hosting an orientation session for volunteers who wish to work in the galleries. The session won’t last more than 30 minutes and it is very informal – a chance for you to ask questions and for me to find out more about you. Please let me know if you can attend.
Best wishes,
good news from the bluecoat
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
Music...
I've been discussing the similarities between dub step and hard/heavy music with mates recently. They are so similar. Obviously they are both underground and they both have extremes such as dubsteps Mala contrasting with (what some people will deny being dub) Borgore and All Shall Perish contrasting with Down on the other hand. I can't quite put a finger on why dub is so popular with people who listen to or grew up listening to hardcore/metal, i think it's the rawness of them both, the anticipation of the drop much like waiting for a breakdown at a Throwdown gig. Check these comments from youtube left on dub tracks. There the kind of things a metal nut would say about a tune, I've never seen this in electronic music before...
"guts and vomit splatter till the blood rivers all swallowed up inside .... YUMM YUMM "
"I just shat my intestines out. This mix sends my Dirt-o-Meter all the way back down the sewer. FUCKING YES!! "
and as for the description of the mix they're commenting on...
"This mix is illegal, therefore parental guidance is advised as it contains intense violence, blood and gore and SEVERE amounts of disgusting unaltered dirt. I take no responsibility at all for any side-effects, nausea, intense vomiting etc. "
the mix in question can be listened to here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4yNtw1hGmcQ
it is BRUTAL and worthwhile suffering internal bleeding for the 10 minutes of rib cracking terror unleashed upon thee.
21
But...by investing in a suit I will automatically and subconciously mentally mature by a few years which is certainly what I need to do if I am to get the job I want after university.
Quote
Pete Fleming, Wavelength surf mag
Drafts
Here the messages I saved in drafts on purpose or by accident when drunk between Feb and now;
1)Bbc/radio 1 anny mac. Subtract mini mix
2)C9472
3)Tomoro then i mite b back quite late tho
4)Dvd ad
5)Out tonite?x
6)Were comin in a bit just finishin drinks here xx
7)Hey wel b down in a bit just hat x
8)Have a good nite?x
9)Me and dunc want u to come over
10)yall c on my bed if u want
11)G
12)Hey hope
13)Im not getting mine tij
14)Im here
15)Travel doc 1st wk of easter.
16)Take martins bike to leeds
17)A planned act-spontaneous to thd eyes of others
18)Fake notes game show
19)Collin oakden
20)Where ru? N
21)Kane cunningham
22)I duno x
23)Mr skruff
24)Cme up the sta
Monday, 22 March 2010
quote
The Sunday Times March 21st
Way of practicing art
Liverpool to Leeds
Saturday, 13 March 2010
bmx excursion
I started filming yesterday and have half an hour of footage already, so considering i haven't done any pedalling yet there is going to be A LOT of footage... and endless editing.
The only problem i have so far is a jammed seat post. If i can't sort this out i'm going to be cycling 70 miles with my knees round my ears because it's at it's lowest at the moment. I've planned a route using the AA route planner which will take me via St Helens, Wigan, Bolton, Rochdale, Halifax, Bradford and Leeds.
I'm off to Tesco now to get some supplies... wish me luck.
Friday, 12 March 2010
latest film, commencing either sunday or monday depending on hangover status
Following an inspirational lecture from Robin Deacon I had an idea for an ambitious piece of documentary/catalyst/performance/happening film.
I haven’t told anyone about the idea yet (while I’m writing), although by the time you read this I will have.
I plan to go buy some inner tubes for a bmx, because I know my friend Martin has a bmx with a flat tyre. I will fix his bike and in return for this he will hopefully let me borrow it, although I’m not going to tell him where I’m taking it. I will just make it clear that I need to use it for a project. All this I will be filming. I will then attach the camera to the handlebars. It will need to be able to turn 360 degrees so I can document my journey from a road view and then talk to the camera when I have something to say.
Where am I going to cycle to?
I am going to cycle to Leeds. I have a road map somewhere so it should be fine. One of my closest friends lives in Leeds and I had an urge today to see him, so I am going to surprise him. This will make interesting footage in itself and of course it will be an experience. The other purpose of it is research. I plan to make a film about Britain so I need to see a bit of it and also get away by myself and think about how I will go about it, so, when I’m cycling across the Peak district or whatever I can clear my head and have a good think. I don’t know when I’m setting off hopefully it will be next week. Today is the 9th March.
List of stuff to do
1.find a way of attaching camera to handlebars
2.plan route
3.get camera
4.start filming with fixing bike and asking martin if I can take it
5.prep bike and any kit/food
6.say goodbye to house mates who will learn of my expedition as I’m leaving (and who will probably expect me back within the hour)
7.cycle to Leeds
8.meet adam, surprise him
9.cycle back
10.edit footage
11.analyse
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Chocolate
When i was very young there was a cupboard in the kitchen which i had no business going in. When it was bedtime i noticed my mum or dad (this is when they were still together) would regularly take a flatish rectangular box out of it and lay it on the table, way above my line of sight so i didn't know what the contents was. I was intrigued by this for a long time and took to opening the cupboard when no one was looking and staring at this mysterious box. It had a green velvet covered case with strips of brown leather running down the sides and i would peak at it through the door then hurry away when i heard someone coming. One day i opened the box just enough to see inside two rows of shiny discs, one white one brown. My mouth watered at the sight of what i thought were chocolates and this was met by anger at my parents sneakily eating sweets after i'd gone to bed. Whats more my older sister was sometimes sat at the table when they got the box out while i was being sent to bed. I felt terribly left out. For a long time i snuck into the cupboard and opened the box just enough to glimpse the chocolates, milk and white, and think about taking one, but they were meticulously laid out and it wouldn't go unnoticed if one was taken, so i never risked it. Every time i opened the box and looked in i could smell chocolate and taste the sweetness in the air. I waited for months to see if i'd ever be offered one before i went to bed but it never happened, and then my parents split and the box dissapeared, with my dad i thought. I didn't see the box of chocolates for a long time.
When i was quite a bit older i was visiting my dad at his place and he asked if i'd like to learn how to play backgammon. I said yes so he came back with a box and laid it on the table. It was the green velvet box with leather strips and brown and white discs inside. To this day, everytime i play backgammon, i can smell and taste chocolate.
Morocco, Robin Deacon, Film ideas
I returned from a week of surfing in Morocco on Sunday. Morocco is an amazing place, totally different culture, so much so that it seems unreal I was there last week, more like I dreamt i was there. The laid back atmosphere is infectious, we did nothing but surf, eat and sleep. Tagahzout where we stayed is alcohol free, so I had a rare week of not drinking and feel better for it, although as soon as I got back to Liverpool it was straight to the pub. Go to Morocco, it's incredible.Today was beautiful. Liverpool is amazing when the sun shines on it. This evening a few of us risked going to an artist lecture at the Bluecoat. I say risk because more often than not artist lectures are boring. Robin Deacon's lecture was not at all in fact it was one of the more inspiring lectures i've been to. It wasn't necessarily Deacon's work and performances that reached out to me, it was his way of working and way of communicating. He adressed some of the lecture in a performance like way which was intriguing and got me to thinking about my own practice a lot. There are many things that i wish to do outside of fine art but after this lecture i realised how easy it would be to combine these things with art e.g travel, physical activity. One thing i feel is important for me to address, at some stage, from a creative perspective is my decision to join the Royal Marines post uni which i think can be done through film. In the mean time i have an idea to work on but unfortunately i cannot express this concept yet because in doing so it will ruin the integrity of exercise/work. All i can say is that i thank Robin Deacon and his words for being the catalyst for my sudden burst of inspiration.
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
blion project
start of a new film idea
The following piece of text will be recited by a dummy which I started making for a completely different film idea than the one i will be filming. I have forgotten the original idea, but the concept in this new idea is about how actions, however small, can effect the next stage of your existence. I was recording things i had done, was doing and was going to do on paper after, simultaneously and before i had done them which eventually confused me a lot and gave me a feeling i was travelling through time. I was also predicting what i would be doing next but then changing what i had plotted by making very small and seemingly insignificant decisions. In this short story i created i always intended it to be read by the dummy but as it progressed it became the dummy who was writing the story. I have still to decipher the complete meaning behind this exercise (and thats exactly what it is) because i haven't completed it yet. The next stage will be to set up camera and have the dummy tell the story and see if there is any relevance in what it says. Here is what i began to write down and the dummy finished:
Roughly an hour of my life
I had an idea.
This happened after I had been to a meeting.
I came back from the meeting and made a cup of tea for my house mate and myself. I came upstairs with the intention of making a dummy for film purposes which I started but then I had an idea to write down what I was doing, so I put a cd on which was The Clash and sat down to write about what I’d already done. But my pen didn’t work so I scribbled for a bit, then swore then ran down stairs to get another and shouted to my housemate “I’ve got an idea!”
Then I went to the shop to get some quavers. Although the thing is I haven’t yet, it’s just I’m writing it now as I know it’s going to happen when I’ve finished writing this. Actually I’m going to re write this last bit. I finished my cup of tea, which I haven’t yet, then I went to buy a pack of quavers from the shop in the sleet.
I finished my tea, which had lumps of congealed milk in it then I went to the shop to get some quavers, which I haven’t done yet). Although saying that I did actually get some quavers from the shop I am going to after the meeting when I was getting milk for the cup of tea I have just drunk. But the thing is I didn’t go to the shop to get quavers, I went to the shop to get milk and salt and vinegars.
And now I am going to the shop.
When I went to the shop I saw two men obviously dealing drugs and they both looked at me and I got the impression that they didn’t care that I was going to the shop. I also realised that they had no idea about the significance of them being there and becoming part of my story. When I got to the shop I had ruined the plot of the story because I didn’t buy quavers I bought a mars bar, a pack of salt and vinegar and some flaming hot monster munch which I have just finished eating. When I asked for a mars bar, (which you have to because they are behind a Perspex shield) the young man serving tried to hide a cigarette which he was smoking illegally behind the counter. But I think he then decided that I didn’t care about him smoking behind the counter so he took another drag and asked me for one pound fifty which I gave him. As I turned to go I said “I like your style” in respect of him not obliging to the smoking law, but I immediately realised as he gave me a discerning look that he didn’t care that I liked his style because it probably wasn’t anything to do with style to him, in fact I think he was smoking indoors illegally because it was sleeting outside.
When I got back from the shop I finished making myself. Then I put myself in a cupboard. Then I thought about what you would think about everything I’ve just said.
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
Individual tutorial/review
I would eventually like to make a short feature film with scripted characters and multiple camera angles. obviously this will take a lot of time and is a very ambitious plan so as to keep my general practice of film up while i am developing this idea i will be making short films of different content and concepts.
one idea is to deliberatly create events/happenings in real life and film them in a documentry style way, for example i might take some people into a public space which has laws/rules/regs that i disagree with and test them out by breaking them, repeatedly, then compiling the footage to make a film. this will mean collecting volunteers who are willing to be tossers on purpose in public....
another issue bought up in the review was my reluctance to revisit an idea or even remake a whole film, the film in question being my most recent. doing this is a reality in the film world and is something i need to get used to however tiresome it might be going over things. research is also something which should be integral to my practice and over the last week i have been looking at film makers such as Guy Maddin and Peter Greenaway which has had a positive effect if not a strange effect on my dreams...
so the next step is to continue research, develope a fast idea for a documentary style film and start the long process of a feature film which probably will not take shape until early summer.
peace
Hi I am a fine art student doing a project about peoples emotion while existing in a public place be it city or countryside. If you could choose one word to describe how you feel in a public space what would it be? e.g free, watched, constrained
if you could reply to this email i would greatly appreciate it, thanks
In a city entrapped.
In the country – free.
Regards,
Alistair
Robert
You need to define the public space – if I am out in the open with no-one around then I would use the word content
Nervous
Free
Comfortable
Reserved
watched!
Free
Well, I feel alive and at peace visiting the countryside, but in the city it's usually busy and no one notices you that much so I tend to just get by easily but definitely not as safe as the country.
Good luck on your project.
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
review feb 15
Thursday, 11 February 2010
martin has something to say...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQTFiqzAq00
Monday, 8 February 2010
Collaboration
I am in the process of getting volunteer work at the Bluecoat gallery and am expecting an offer in the next few days.
I will start filming with local skateboarders next week for a film about the use of public space. It will be another exciting collaboration this time with people I am unaquainted with.
Check back soon for a link to my new film, peace
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
Collaboration
I will also be collaborating with local skateboarders to make a short documentry film about skating in the public domain in liverpool which will go hand in hand with my current project.
Monday, 1 February 2010
last week
Monday, 25 January 2010
last few days
It's been a hectic last few days, the highlight being going to my first FA cup game; stoke vs arsenal. it was mad, football fans are like no other people! i especially loved the abuse thrown at the oppositions fans (that being arsenal as i was with my mates from stoke) and i'm not ashamed to say did my bit of shouting fuck off you southern c***s... in a southern accent, which got a few quizzical looks. anyway it was amazing and i think i might be a born again football fan.
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
boundaries
Since the christmas break i have been struggling to grasp a direction to take my work. I knew i wanted to experiment with film and maybe installation as well as painting and drawing but i wasn't happy with the lack of a concept. After todays tutorial with Paul from Static gallery i had a burst of inspiration (thanks Paul), he said something like "art is just an extension of what you are thinking at the time". This made me realise that i didn't havr to have a groundbreaking concept i just need to keep practicing in a productive way to generate new ideas.
Friday, 15 January 2010
re direction
www.graphicup.blogspot.com
Also check this website out its the cream of the crop for all things street culture related run by Grizzle MC and a few of his mates
www.thedailystreet.co.uk has everything from dubstep to graff and fashion... its sick.
I've been back in liverpool a week and it already feels like a month!
Check back soon for some updates and hopefully a video in the near future.
peace